Lost is where I’m at now
The yearnings once there
Well they’re still there but not for life
Just for them.
There’s comfort. Yes. But not in you as supposed but in promising waves of end
Each day I dive deeper into an abyss of demising deep
The chains draw closer they get tighter
And my mind is clear and my heart cries savior. I can’t help but wonder if you’re still here beside me.
I mean it is said only the pure in heart shall see you. And pure right now is far from the efforts I’m making.
But you’re also ever near to the broken and contrite heart. And yes I’m broken I’m in desperate need of fixing
Else I sink into the drink of culpability
Knees bent, head fallen sand hearts bowed. The position I’ll take till I’m found
Save me from this YHVH
Save me from myself.