Hold on I’ll find you

Lost is where I’m at now

The yearnings once there

Well they’re still there but not for life

Just for them.

There’s comfort. Yes. But not in you as supposed but in promising waves of end

Each day I dive deeper into an abyss of demising deep

The chains draw closer they get tighter

And my mind is clear and my heart cries savior. I can’t help but wonder if you’re still here beside me.

I mean it is said only the pure in heart shall see you. And pure right now is far from the efforts I’m making.

But you’re also ever near to the broken and contrite heart. And yes I’m broken I’m in desperate need of fixing

Else I sink into the drink of culpability

Knees bent, head fallen sand hearts bowed. The position I’ll take till I’m found

Save me from this YHVH

Save me from myself.

Apex

I seek not validation from anyone, from any man.

I might have loved it before, I might have wanted people to know just how much I’ve heard, how much value you’ve placed on me.But I seek not validation from any man.

I might have wanted men to see me burning for you. To think I was still aligned. To think I was making progress
But I seek not validation from any man

What I seek is you. Just your voice saying “I see your efforts, I see all that you try to do, I see your hunger, I know and I love you.”
The only validation I could ever know

Elohim ya’azor li

He loves you

Have you met HIM

Oh wait you must at least heard about HIM

Oh boy you’d love HIM

I’ll tell you

HE’s a man yet God

You haven’t met a more perfect man

HIS voice oh!

Calm enough to give you peace

Powerful enough to set you ablaze

Tell me you’ve met HIM. How could you not have?

You must have at least seen HIM from afar

No?

HE’s so beautiful

HIS eyes so full of fire

HIS gaze is enough to purify

Oh the passion in them

A fierce lover HE is

He wants to see you smile

HE was obsessed with you before you even knew him

HE made a huge sacrifice for you

HE died to save you

Oh I’m not finished

HE’s super defensive, very protective

HE’d die for you, Again

And when we don’t want HIM

HE waits for us

With a longing so deep so unexplainable

It’s love

HE’s always ready to recieve you

The perfect Gentleman

Now don’t you want to meet HIM

HE waits for you

Ever ready to take your hands and lead you to a blissful journey

And lead you to eternal life

Never to break your heart or forget you

Never to let you go

Have you met JESUS?