Lost is where I’m at now
The yearnings once there
Well they’re still there but not for life
Just for them.
There’s comfort. Yes. But not in you as supposed but in promising waves of end
Each day I dive deeper into an abyss of demising deep
The chains draw closer they get tighter
And my mind is clear and my heart cries savior. I can’t help but wonder if you’re still here beside me.
I mean it is said only the pure in heart shall see you. And pure right now is far from the efforts I’m making.
But you’re also ever near to the broken and contrite heart. And yes I’m broken I’m in desperate need of fixing
Else I sink into the drink of culpability
Knees bent, head fallen sand hearts bowed. The position I’ll take till I’m found
Save me from this YHVH
Save me from myself.
I seek not validation from anyone, from any man.
I might have loved it before, I might have wanted people to know just how much I’ve heard, how much value you’ve placed on me.But I seek not validation from any man.
I might have wanted men to see me burning for you. To think I was still aligned. To think I was making progress
But I seek not validation from any man
What I seek is you. Just your voice saying “I see your efforts, I see all that you try to do, I see your hunger, I know and I love you.”
The only validation I could ever know
Elohim ya’azor li
Deep calls unto deep
The understanding that comes with the spirit
The heart prays
It wants to know
What it means to be broken, shattered
Before it’s maker.
Have you met HIM
Oh wait you must at least heard about HIM
Oh boy you’d love HIM
I’ll tell you
HE’s a man yet God
You haven’t met a more perfect man
HIS voice oh!
Calm enough to give you peace
Powerful enough to set you ablaze
Tell me you’ve met HIM. How could you not have?
You must have at least seen HIM from afar
HE’s so beautiful
HIS eyes so full of fire
HIS gaze is enough to purify
Oh the passion in them
A fierce lover HE is
He wants to see you smile
HE was obsessed with you before you even knew him
HE made a huge sacrifice for you
HE died to save you
Oh I’m not finished
HE’s super defensive, very protective
HE’d die for you, Again
And when we don’t want HIM
HE waits for us
With a longing so deep so unexplainable
HE’s always ready to recieve you
The perfect Gentleman
Now don’t you want to meet HIM
HE waits for you
Ever ready to take your hands and lead you to a blissful journey
And lead you to eternal life
Never to break your heart or forget you
Never to let you go
Have you met JESUS?